Showing posts with label Self Indulgent Navel Gazing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Self Indulgent Navel Gazing. Show all posts

Saturday, March 30, 2019

Preparation for the Next

Preparation for the Next - September 12, 2017 
Originally posted on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/posts/preparation-for-25740525

Considering that I shot and titled this photo a year and a half ago, and that the title feels as relevant today as it did then, it would be easy for me to feel like not much has happened over the past year, but it has.  Life has been busy and crazy and full of peaks and valleys (unfortunately, not enough literal peaks and valleys, but so it goes)...

Creatively, things have been in a bit of a lull, however, which is one of the reasons why I haven't been posting here.  There just hasn't been much to share and there has been nothing to support.  I will not be asking for Patreons while I am producing little new content.

And it might be a few more months before my next projects start taking shape...

This is not to say that I've been completely idle.  For the last few months, I've been working on editing a long and complex novel for a client.  In fact, the plan for 2019 is to focus more on literary projects than photography and video work.

Once I am done with this editing gig, the plan is to return to work on finishing the novel I started back in 2011 while doing some prep work on a second novel that has been germinating for about a year now...

Also, I will be taking another look at the movie on the Historic Columbia River Highway and evaluating the next steps for the public lands project, making a decision on which to tackle first.  As for the former, I do hope to rebuild the crashed out website by the end of the summer, at the very least.

So, there are a lot of "if this, then thats" in my world right now, plus the day job keeping my creative efforts in a very part time mode right now, but I am looking forward to a lot of great, new work lying ahead, just over the horizon!

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

NaNoWriMo 2017: Finding Victory in an Inevitable Defeat

The terror of the blank "page"
November 13, 2017

How to lose National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo)?  Start late, do little prep work in October, change your plan in the first week, and, finally, be sidelined by uncomfortable health issues that make it impossible to focus on much, let alone write, for days on end. 

I don't mean to sound like I am giving up, but, oh...  I am giving up.  But only on reaching 50,000 words by the end of the month.  I will continue (uh, start?) working on my novel this month and it will be interesting to see where my final word count for the month lands, though I truly doubt it will be anywhere close to a "win."

Of course, giving up when it is the 22nd and I have less than 500 words written is something of a misnomer.  There really isn't a path to victory left at this point.

I first sat down to write this post on the 14th, but I have not had the headspace to even finish writing these words since then.  At that point, a win was still technically possible.  I would have needed to average 2,700 words per day for the rest of the month, but that was not far off from my 2012 average.  However, it would also have required doing little but writing for the rest of the month, which would not have been possible even if I was healthy, especially if I was healthy, so I was already prepared to claim my defeat for 2017 at that point in time.


NaNoWriMo 2017

NaNoWriMo 2012

I knew that completing 50,000 words this year would be a challenge heading in, so my initial goals were very much the same as 2013, which was to get back into the habit of making creative writing a regular and integral part of my creative process and routine.  That year, the goal was to work towards finishing the 2012 novel, but this year I started off with the plan to bang out a simpler novel by the seat of my pants.

A couple things happened this year creatively on the way to NaNoWriMo "failure," though.  First, the health issues took me out of the game entirely after the first weekend.  This was the primary roadblock this year.  But very close behind those issues were the lack of prep, the lack of "October work," heading into the book.

I very quickly found that a vague idea for a starting point for the novel was not quite enough to inspire the large daily word counts I enjoyed in 2012.  Sure, this was meant to be a seat of the pants project from the get go, but I very quickly found that I needed more than a vague starting point to really get the story rolling.  I needed to identify a few characters, I needed a solid hook for the opening chapter, and I needed a better sense of where the plot was heading beyond "a stranger comes to town and takes the protagonist on a journey."

Being a sequel to the 2012 novel, I did know "the stranger" well and the world was fully built before diving in, and I looked forward to learning about the new protagonist as I rode the story out by the seat of my pants, but it just wasn't enough to really get the ball rolling, to get to the point where the story was alive enough in my mind to write itself through physical discomfort and pain, to inspire me to find extra time to write instead of needing to talk myself into sitting down to write anything at all...

The idea was strong, but it was still only just an idea, it was not a living story in my mind yet.

Through this, I've gained a ton of appreciation for the thorough prep work I did in 2012, before starting in on the first draft.  I had long character sketches for all of the major and minor characters so they were "alive" to me long before they were ever introduced on the page, and I had detailed, scene by scene outlines for the first half of the novel and a more open, chapter by chapter outline for the latter half, which was getting filled in to the scene level long before I reached those later points in the story.

Because of all of that work, the story was so real in my head that the actual writing often felt more like I was just typing up the fully formed scenes in my head rather than wrestling through the match word by word...  Of course, there was still room for spontaneity and new ideas, but they all served the outline, for the most part, rather than being creative farts blowing me down dead end rabbit trails.

In some ways, it was like reading a book after seeing the film.  I knew what was going to happen, for the most part, but it was fascinating to see how the vision became realized on the page, to learn all the little nuances and details passed over in the movie...

For all of the benefits that come from this very structured approach to writing, I still miss the days where I would sit down with a vague idea, pull out a notebook, and follow the words one by one through a story.  Of course, that works better for simpler, shorter stories.  I still think that the new novel would be a good candidate for this sort of writing, but I still need to have a little more put together than I have so far.

Finally, diving in a few weeks ago, because of the lack of prep work, I turned to the earlier novel to "brush up" as I was starting in on the new book.  The good news is that I fell in love all over again with the older story.  This was also the bad news, and quickly I decided to work on both at once, to go rebel in 2017, with a goal of writing 50,000 words and finishing at least one of the books.  I needed to re-read the old book before working on it, but I figured I could make a solid start on the new book while this was happening.

Unfortunately, almost immediately I became so physically miserable that I was unable to muster the concentration for any of it.  For close reading the old book, for hauling the new book out of the dust and rubble of creation...

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So, with all of this failure with NaNoWriMo 2017, how can I find any victory here?  Well, easily.  I am thinking about writing in a very real way again, and regardless of my November setbacks, these novels are not going back on the shelf to collect another year or two's worth of dust.  I am fired up to finish the 2012 novel and to write the 2017 one, more so than I have been in years.  I did complete enough prep work on the new one to get started (though I want to rewrite the few paltry words I did complete), and I am solidly reacquainting myself with the world the novels are set in.

I've been going through something of a creative slump for the last year or more due to some complicated life issues, and writing is where I've decided restart.  The projects that have occupied so much of my time for the last several years, and the other photo / video work...  These endeavours are not going away completely, but for right now, writing is the best fit for me logistically and creatively due to some huge life transitions going on right now.  The reset button has been hit on my life, and as I start rebuilding, I find myself wanting to start with the neglected loose ends, which definitely means finishing up the oldest loose end first.

I am very excited about the future, and I expect great things to come out of the next few years, knocking down these books, completing the non-fiction project on the Historic Columbia River Highway, and continuing work on the National Parks and Monuments project, which is still in a phase of early development, really.

NaNoWriMo 2017 has been the start of this process.  While I may end up accomplishing little during the month itself, I did start something, and I plan on sticking with it through to the end.  By this time next year, the 2012 book will be done, and the 2017 book, I hope, will have, at a minimum, a solid first draft.

Starting over, this is where I choose to dive in and to devote the bulk of my creative time and energy.  I am very excited by this, and cannot see the inspiration provided by NaNoWriMo as anything but a victory as it lifted me back on my creative feet, ready and willing to move ahead once again.

Well, barely...

Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Something New...

https://poets.media/beyond-gibeon

Yesterday I received an email from the folks who run vocal.media inviting me to contribute to their site.  This is not a big deal, anyone can contribute to their site, but it might be a right time in the right place sort of something new for me.  Something to throw a few stones at, just to see what happens.

I've been posting on Blogger for over 15 years, with a few detours here and there, and a part of me feels like I am spinning my wheels a bit.  Post on Blogger, share here and there on social media, hope a few people read my words, look at my photos, watch my little videos...

It is a comfy, safe routine, I suppose, and for most of the last decade, the old pair of slippers fit just fine, but it is time to start pushing the envelope a bit.  It is time for me to start getting more serious about moving into the next phase of my career and to start generating revenue with my work, and I feel that posting through this new service might be a nice next step in that direction.

Yes, it is a site that will pay me per click, but that is not my main concern.  I know those micro payments can take a long, long time to add up.  What is more interesting to me is that the site is somewhat curated; posts are reviewed before being accepted, and apparently there are editors who will work with you while preparing your posts.

Now, how seriously they take that task, we'll see...  Yesterday, I re-worked an old poem, posted it, and it sailed right through in less than 24 hours.  I posted another old poem today.  These are system tests, I suppose. I want to get some content up quickly and there were no other relevant posts ready to go.  In the next few days, I do hope to submit the next National Monuments in Danger post there, and then I will get a better idea about how this process works.

Obviously, if I can earn a few bucks by posting on this new platform, that would be nice, and it would be nice to work with an editor, but I think the main benefit for me will come from being more disciplined with my writing.

Sometimes I get a little lazy copy editing my own material (obviously), and knowing that some sort of editor will be reviewing my writing before it goes live will motivate me to not slack off on that critical part of the writing process.  "It's just for fun, not many people will ever see it, folks probably won't notice, I am out of time and need to move on..."  These are my demons.  Especially that last one. It teams up with "I can always fix it later!"  Of course, I usually do fix typos and errors I find later. Usually.

Beyond the kick in the butt on copy editing, this sort of a submission process will force me to clean up my basic writing process in general.  Being my own editor for too many years, I know I am getting a bit sloppy.  Sure, basics like writing to an audience and basic structure are (usually) in the mix, but a lot of my posts tend to be sloppy notes and jumbles of quotes and links.  I have no problem with that approach for a lot of my posts, but I do want to push back towards writing actual articles, not just the interesting clutter.

Here is where I think working on this platform will be useful for me.  There is a minimum word count and I need to write towards specific themes, topics, and genres.  I am assuming most of my work will fall into the travel writing category, so I need to start writing more with that in mind.  Less "here's a jumble of information and notes about a place that interests me and some links to dig deeper with later" and more time spent telling the stories of the subjects I am posting on.

This isn't to say that I haven't been writing stories and, occasionally, longer essays here, I have, but I've also put up a lot of what I think of as "quick posts" with a few words, some images, some links, sometimes a video (or a dozen)...  What this re-focus in my process will mean for me is that, when sitting down to work on a new post, I need to plan out what it is going to be before I dive in.  Is it a quick photo with a few words and links?  Is it a short article for the new platform?  Is it a longer essay style piece of writing?  Is there a genre I should focus on?

Cleaning up my process and focusing more on articles, I feel, will kick my content up to the next level and help prepare me as I move ahead with my career in “content creation” (writing, photography, video).  I also think it will make the material I post for my projects stronger and more interesting, hopefully building my audience even more.  Finally, as I mentioned earlier, it will force me to take my posts a little more seriously when editing them, slowing me down so I prepare them properly before sharing my words.

For all of these reasons, there may be some significant changes in the way my posts appear here from now on.  For articles and essays, it may be more of a blurb and a link to the article rather than the full post here, a “to read more, click here” link after the opening paragraph or two.  That makes me nervous, though…  The demons in my head say no one will follow!

There is still a lot to work out and I am not going to worry about it too much at the moment.  Life is busy and complicated right now and it might be awhile before I have the time to really figure out what this new process will ultimately look like.  Right now, I am just sketching out some foundations for later, while dealing with too many tremendous life changes…

This is a long post, really, for just saying, “hey, there’s changes coming!”, though I do find value in posts like these.  As the old, old blog has changed and evolved over the years, it’s been useful for me to go back and see where these little milestones and procedure changes have occurred and to revisit the reasons why I made certain decisions.

Hopefully, these sorts of posts are interesting to other folks too!


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Sunday, July 09, 2017

Ironwood Forest National Monument: What These 27 Monuments Mean to Me...

Instagram: Sunset at Ironwood Forest
Ironwood Forest National Monument. Arizona. March 28, 2016
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https://sites.google.com/view/nationalmonumentsindanger/the-27-monuments/ironwood-forest


National Monuments in Danger


We are down to the final days of the comment period!  Please, take the time today to comment on the fate of this national monument, any of the other 27 monuments on the Interior Department's list, or on the fate of all of them.  


To comment on the monument review process (due July 10, 2017):



I've written about what these non-National Park Service monuments, recreation areas, historic sites, etc. mean to me before, why they are important to me, and why I believe they are important to the United States in general...

However, I have only hinted at what so many of these 27 monuments, what so many of these specific monuments, targeted for elimination by President Trump, mean to me on a very personal level. As we spiral in towards the end of the comments period on this process of elimination, it is probably time for me to be a little more candid about the personal reasons behind my advocacy for this cause.

This may be a long post, and mostly personal... I feel that what I need to say about this cause hasn't entirely been said yet. It is a personal story that has nothing to do with our public lands, but it is a public story, too, about how our public lands are important to us as individual citizens in so many different ways...


Ironwood Forest NM


Growing up, I was defined in so many ways by our public lands, especially our National Parks. Every day growing up I could see the mountain at the center of Mt. Rainier National Park. Through my childhood, almost all of our family vacations were spent in a camper visiting as many National Park Service sites as possible, from the big name destinations like the Grand Canyon and Yellowstone, to all the little Monuments, Recreation Areas, and other sites we could hit along the way. On one of those early trips, I bought a guidebook to the National Park Service sites, and I'd check off all the Parks, Monuments, National Recreation Areas, Historic Sites, and so forth as we traveled. It was one of the joys of my childhood.

Anyone who has visited my website (or blog) knows that I still enjoy that pursuit today, but now I make my check marks with photos, instead of using ink and dull pencil on pages within an old, dog eared, and dirt stained book.

Beyond instilling a love of parks and monuments in me, those childhood travels also largely defined the course of my life.

When I was seven years old, I stood on the south rim of the Grand Canyon with my parents on a trip that I remember well to this day... At the time, my father considered himself a fair amateur photographer, and tossed me a Polaroid camera to play with on the trip (shake and wave to see the photos emerge!). My parents were impressed with the shots I got on that trip, even though the camera was dying and left weird UFO looking bright spots on the photos, and decided that it was time I had my own camera. So began my lifetime relationship with the camera.


#mypubliclandsroadtrip 2016: Something Different, Ironwood Forest National Monument


From that early age up through the end of high school, I always considered myself a photographer first. I took classes from junior high on, was the Photography Editor of my high school paper and some other publications, all through on to college, when my interests (probably because of the loss of access to a good darkroom) shifted more towards theater and music. And all of that, and what would come later, dated back to a trip to Grand Canyon National Park in the summer between the first and second grade.

Can our National Parks and Monuments change lives? Absolutely.

Over the years I did not always consider myself a photographer first. I spent time playing music, working in theater, just working to survive, and raising some kids through some hard times where little mattered outside of the needs of the immediate family, but it was the one thing I always returned to.


#mypubliclandsroadtrip 2016: Something Different, Ironwood Forest National Monument


Many years later, photography once again became the forefront of my life, and once again, it was largely due to our National Parks and Monuments...

Whenever possible, while my kids were growing up, we took long summer road trips, trying to share with them the experiences I had as a kid and, during this time, I was becoming, more and more focused on my photography. The highlights of our trips would always be the National Parks and Monuments, but now, there were also monuments and sites that were run by agencies other than the National Park Service. While not as well known to most, these sites would often become the highlights of our travels. We tried to hit as many of them as we could.

Last year, while the internet was hating on 2016, in many ways 2016 felt like it was really hating on me. My father was dying, my family was disintegrating (no fault between the kids' mother and I, we get along great today), and the only solace I could find was on the road, traveling between obligation and obligation, and spending as much time as possible in our country's protected lands.

It was how I stayed somewhat sane through the hardest year of my life.


#mypubliclandsroadtrip 2016: Something Different, Ironwood Forest National Monument


For my eldest son's spring break, we took a two week trip through the southwest to visit my dying father. Understanding that it was the centennial of the National Park Service, we decided to hit as many parks as possible between our home in Oregon and my father's home in Tucson, Arizona.

This led to a "project" of mine to hit as many parks, monuments, etc., as possible, both NPS and non-NPS, before the year was over. Being a hard year, I didn't do as well as I wished, but I did okay. This year, with the 27 monuments on the line, it was easy to merge over into this project.

So what? Here's what...

Last spring, in Tucson with my son, visiting my dying father, we went out with my father for most of the day, visiting Saguaro National Park and other cool places in the area, but one night, Dad was feeling rundown and my son was feeling restless (as was I), so we went off to explore a little bit of Ironwood Forest National Monument for the last couple hours of the day.

While exploring the monument, we had a reprieve from the reasons for the trip, and were reminded of everything we love... If this monument wasn't there, we would still have gone someplace, but maybe not here. We went there because it was a National Monument, and we found solace from a difficult time because it was there.


#mypubliclandsroadtrip 2016: Something Different, Ironwood Forest National Monument


Over and over last year, this is the story. I found solace in the parks and monuments. I've been to many on the list of 27, but I would have been to none if it were not for the crummy year I had. I visited every place I visited last year because of the issues involving my family, and these amazing places gave me needed refuge from the storms in my life and an opportunity to find meaning through my art.

I could take pictures, I could learn, I could explore, and I could do everything I needed to do because these places were protected, because they were not closed for oil, gas, and coal development... Because they were not ruined for public use by industry. I could deal with spending the last night of my month long trip through the southwest (a few weeks after the trip to see my father) on a hill covered with cattle shit because, well, look at the sky... But I would not even be let into that spot if there was an oil or coal operation near by. So, grazing issues, we'll talk...

And I needed that night by the fire. Like water... Like oxygen...

Sure, I got some (I think) great photos from that trip and I will post them soon. But I also got sanity and a much needed break from the quote-unquote civilized world. And that night, on a pile of cow shit next to a blazing cook fire, and the next day dodging flash floods in slot canyons, I had some life defining experiences in Grand Staircase-Escalante National Monument that may prove to be just as important to me over the decades as that day, so many years ago, on the south rim of the Grand Canyon was, a moment with a direct line leading between the decades from one National Park in the late 1970s to a National Monument in 2016.


#mypubliclandsroadtrip 2016: Something Different, Ironwood Forest National Monument


In one life, if I can have so many life changing experiences in these places, life saving experiences, how many more can claim the same? Thousands? Millions?

I was directed to Grand Staircase-Escalante on that trip by a couple I met on a trail in Arches National Park who told me that I could not leave Utah until I visited that monument. The only reason, they said, that they were in Arches, run by the National Park Service, was because they wanted to return to Grand Staircase-Escalante, run by the BLM, and one of the most endangered of the 27 monuments on the current list.

So, a couple from San Francisco and a fellow from Portland, Oregon traveled hundred of miles to, and spent a lot of money in, one of the most rural parts of the United States because of the existence of a National Monument that the current President wants to eliminate.

Each and every one of these 27 monuments has changed someone's life for the better and made our nation stronger for it. Even the newest ones. With responsible management, including local input, how many more folks can be empowered and fueled by their visits to these places? Let alone the scientific knowledge these place offer? The historical knowledge yet to be learned and the sacred sites still sacred to many? The importance of preserving these places to preserve the nature in America that defines America on every level?

These are but a few slivers of the story about what these places mean to me. Almost every moment of time spent in these places could be a story this long all on its own. I will share many of these stories over time, whether or not these places remain protected by their monument status.

The handful of the 27 I was blessed to visit last year were a huge part of me staying healthy and sane through trying times. I know I am not the only one who has been changed, saved, or both by these places. America is starved for these experiences. America is better for these monuments. We only hurt ourselves, our nation, our freedom, and our strength by eliminating them.

Through this project on the 27, I've seen these sentiments echoed over and over by all segments of society. Local landowners, local government officials, national politicians, local residents, and business owners... With few exceptions, the general consensus seems to be to leave these monuments as they are. I’ve been looking for dissent where I can, and it is very hard to find. Especially rational dissent. My goal has been to present both sides of the story, and if my work feels one sided, well, figure that out on your own...


Ironwood Forest NM


Keeping the monuments, as is, for the most part, is the majority opinion of the folks advocating for their own benefits, regardless of political party. Almost every time I see someone advocating against one of these monuments, it seems like their opinion is mostly fueled by their opposition to the political party of the President who created it, or by ties to corporations looking to profit, and not by whether or not the monument designation is actually benefiting the greater good of the public.

The preservation and promotion of the treasures of our national, public lands is one of America's best ideas ever. It has been replicated around the world. It is a sign of our leadership in the world. There would probably be no national parks or monuments anywhere in any country if it were not for the United States. So, let's not be the first to say... "Eh... We re-thought it. Bad idea."

Let's not walk this backwards. Write, call, comment, share...

Make a joyous noise, preferably with great pictures and greater stories... Let's defend our public lands! Let's defend these 27 monuments! Let's defend against any future erosion of our National Parks that a hit against these 27 monuments might lead to.

And get out, learn about, and experience all of these amazing places for yourself.

I guarantee, it will change your life for the better.


Ironwood Forest NM


Tuscon Sentinel: Az GOP congressmen call for end of Ironwood, Sonoran nat'l monuments (July 5, 2017)

As TucsonSentinel.com columnist Blake Morlock pointed out in May, the Ironwood monument was created as part of the Sonoran Desert Conservation Plan, which is Pima County's "effort to guide growth, protect the environment and provide developers with a simpler path to get their projects built."

Ironwood "is also part of a giant 'mitigation bank' for the Endangered Species Act," Morlock wrote. "Simply put, developers in critical habitat can build only if they preserve an amount of critical habitat up to three times the acreage that they blade. So the Ironwood's 72,000 acres of land got roped off, which in fact allows up to thousands of acres of development closer to town."
...
Members of the Congressional Western Caucus, including U.S. Rep. Paul Gosar, the chair, and Reps. Andy Biggs and Trent Franks, all Arizona Republicans, joined several other for their party in calling on Interior Secretary Ryan Zinke to rescind the declarations of the monuments, which were established by previous presidents.

They said that the Ironwood monument near Tucson restricts possible mining operations, and that the Sonoran Desert monument, 100 miles from the border near Gila Bend, "jeopardizes national security" by limiting Border Patrol agents.

http://www.tucsonsentinel.com/local/report/070417_ironwood/az-gop-congressmen-call-end-ironwood-sonoran-natl-monuments/


Ironwood Forest National Monument (as of June 2017) - PDF

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Monday, May 15, 2017

Tin or Copper? Why Your Camera Does Not Matter!

Sun on Camera
One Day On Earth: 12.12.12 Folsom, California.
December 12, 2012. 4:27 PM
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© A. F. Litt, 2012

In a photography group, someone was wondering about gear for an upcoming shoot:
Every time I get a great meal in a great restaurant I demand to know what brand of pots they use, what brand of knives, what brand or type of sharpener they use to sharpen those knives, because I can't enjoy my meal until I know that it has been made with the absolutely best, newest stuff on the market.
And I've been fooled! I, a few times, liked a dinner and then found out they were a small, new restaurant who used sub-par cookware!
Oh, that was humiliating! Tin, not copper! Tin! I felt like, not even an amateur, worse! I felt like a pretender for enjoying those meals. I should have known better!
But it was on them, not me, and boy, I told everyone I knew never to eat there after I got fooled into liking those places' food like that!
And boy howdy, did people know that I knew my stuff after that and I am pretty sure no one ever took those so called chefs, fake chefs, seriously ever again.
Seriously... Gear is nothing but a gatekeeper used by the insecure to keep their egos protected.
If you can't shoot great with the low end, you can't shoot great with the high end.
Get the best you can comfortably get on your budget and shoot your soul out! It will be fantastic!

Friday, November 27, 2015

Latourell Into the Ice, and what the heck is this "Photo of the Day" stuff all about anyway?!?



Latourell Into the Ice (2013)
Latourell Falls. Oregon. December 10, 2013
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Photo of the Day by A. F. Litt: November 27, 2015

I realized that a lot of folks might not know what these "photos of the day" posts are all about for me. Essentially, my rules, set by myself, for myself, are to post a previously unedited, unreleased photo as often as possible (every work day is a goal, though possibly one that is unobtainable at this point) and to try to write a line or two, at least, relating to the photo (usually), as well...

As for frequency, I want to keep this rolling, so I am not holding myself to posting each and every day, lest I get discouraged and decide that I am just too busy at this time to continue with this "project," and recently it seems like posts are the exception, not the rule, but I stumble along anyway... I've abandoned this project for long periods in the past for that very reason and I don't want to do that again right now.

This all really started back in 2011 as a way for me to force myself to work on photography every day. I was much better about posting most days back then, but as other ventures picked up, and as family life went through a busy and complicated few years, I set the project aside for a couple years.

It was feeling like a burden, and I felt like I'd accomplished most of the goals I'd set for myself with the project, which at the time involved working every day on digital photography (most of my serious work before was done with black and white film in these places called "darkrooms," not on computers), and to establish myself somewhat as a photographer.

The same rules applied back then, posting a previously unedited, unreleased photo, but without the writing component which is a new addition to the 2015 incarnation of this project...

Aside from feeling I'd met a lot of my goals back in 2012, and general busyness in other departments, another big reason why I abandoned the project for awhile was that I found myself rushing the work too much, and that I was not taking the time to select great photos (ones I love, at least) and that I was rushing the edit on them.

So, rather than flooding everyone with sub-par work, I thought it was best to pull the plug on the endeavour for a while.

Earlier this year, though, I realized that I was spending a tiny percentage of my time working on photography outside of the stills for the Recreating the HCRH project, which tend to be more survey oriented rather than artistic, by nature, and I felt that I needed to start forcing myself to spend some time working on my still photography again. Plus, I had several years of photos sitting on my hard drive collecting many layers of digital dust, and it seemed as though those shots might never make it out into the world without returning at least some of my focus back towards still photography.

Back in January, at the dawn of 2015, I tried to relaunch this project. I really only made it a few days, though, before the video work piled up and I found myself feeling like it just wasn't the right time to re-launch the POTD. But the photos were still piling up, and the work on photography still wasn't happening...

A couple months ago, though, I started feeling almost caught up, so I tried again, this time changing the expectations on myself away from rigidly posting every day to posting as much as possible, and that is where we are now. I post if I have time and I find a photo I like. I skip it if nothing is speaking to me or if I just do not have time. This should keep the quality somewhat decent (no guarantees... My taste, not yours! And sometimes I do post photos that have more sentimental value than artistic value, but then it will be explained in the written part of the post), and it lessens the risk of me abandoning the project all together due to feeling like I don't have the time to put the proper effort in.

Because of that, sometimes it will truly be the photo of the day, sometimes the photo of the week, sometimes the photo of the every once in awhile, but by giving myself the flexibility to post like that, hopefully I will posting more than a handful of shots every year.  I am still calling it the "Photo of the Day," but it might not happen every day.  It seems the right name for a project like this and I do hope to be consistently posting more than once a week, so...

For today's photo, I am revisiting the icy winter of 2012 / 2013... There was not much snow, really, but there was a lot of ice around the Gorge's falls, and they were spectacular. I've got a few of Multnomah that have never been posted from this trip that will emerge at some point, but I decided to post one up from Latourell. I've put a few of the shots from day at Latourell out before, but I was never happy with the edits. Who knows? I may hate this one too, on later review, but I wanted to take another swing at getting a photo that I liked out into the world from this set.

That is it for today. I'll be back tomorrow, or next week, or in a couple weeks... But, because of the new approach to this, I am, at a minimum, confident that I'll be posting again, sooner rather than later.

Monday, January 12, 2015

Two for 2015

A. F. Litt: Eastern Oregon &emdash; No Trespassing

No Trespassing
Sherars Bridge Hwy. Oregon. April 12, 2013Sherars Bridge Hwy. Oregon. April 12, 2013
A. F. Litt 2013

Twelve days into the new year, and I haven’t posted any navel gazing babble about my hopes and goals for 2015.  Recently, I read two items that seem to sum up a lot of my thoughts heading into the new year.

The first is that this will be a year of saying “No.”  Last year was my year of "yes," and for the last couple months I've been saying that, in 2015, I will be saying no to almost everything, avoiding the messes that resulted by the end of 2014 due to overcommitting to various projects early in the year and some overly enthusiastic business planning later in the year... Everything here has been on my heart heading into the new year, so much so that this was almost spooky to read when I first saw this a week or so ago.

Except for the millennial stuff... Too old, gray and bald! After semi-surviving Web 1.0, my generation knows that not everyone gets a trophy.

2015: The Year of No | Zech Bard | LinkedIn: "Too much Yes leads to mess. No leads to more focus. No, as my friend Jon pointed out earlier this week, closes doors so you can get things done. Getting things done and focus are not exciting though. People that say yes are exciting. People that say “no” are party poopers. Introverts. Safe people. Boring people."

In this next article, while all four of the suggestions are though provoking, the paragraph below is the one that speaks the most to me:

4 Career Decisions Every Creative Should Make — Music Bed Community: "One big temptation for creatives is to mold themselves (distort themselves) to fit demand. If people are paying for wedding videos, you start making wedding videos. If they need straight-to-camera talking heads, you do straight-to-camera talking heads. But the problem with that approach is that the less work you do that you really love doing, the less work that you love to do will come your way. Sure, a certain amount of an “I’ll take anything” attitude is needed in a creative career. But putting time into deciding your “thing” — the thing you’re going to focus on, pour yourself into, perfect more than anything else — is one of the most important decisions you can make as a creative. Even if it means turning down work sometimes."

So how do these concepts evolve into my 2015 plan?  It is too early to tell, but I do know that 2014 was a year of trying on a lot of different hats to see what fit.  Too many.  And some precious hats were dangling a little precariously by the end of the year…  Also, the work load in trying to accomplish too much was overwhelming and unsustainable.  I worked harder last year than in any year in recent memory and while there is quite a bit to show for the effort, at the end, still wrapping up a couple open projects from ‘14, it is hard to say that the efforts matched well with the results.

So this year is really about keeping things a lot simpler.  Saying yes less often.  Making sure that when I do say yes that it is for projects that are close to the heart and core of where I want my “business” to be rooted.  And it means figuring out, a bit clearer, what I really want that business to look like a year from now while understanding that this could be a tough year on the homefront, and not losing sight of what is most important in the process.

All I really know right now is that this is a “make it or break it” 12 months for all the work I’ve put into the Recreating the Historic Columbia River Highway project.  So that needs to be my primary focus while also continuing to develop my filmmaking and photography skills.  Revenue is a factor, of course, but long term profitability will come more from taking the time to properly develop my skills rather than getting too far out in front of them. 

I need to have faith in the process.  Taking things one step at a time and making sure that I continue to deliver results that exceed client expectations every time.  A few well chosen, well placed steps count for a lot more than many erratic, ill timed ones.

And there’s still that darn novel waiting to be finished, though that may coming along later in the year, or even in 2016. 

Overall, I am looking forward to a great year.  A slower year.  A calmer year.  A year of growth and a fulfilling year.  While I do not know what success in 2015 will look like, I have every confidence that 2015 will, ultimately, be a successful year by these definitions. 

Thursday, November 20, 2014

Monday, August 27, 2012

Home again, home again…

Back at Holly Ridge.  Gresham, Oregon.  August 27, 2012.…jiggity jig.

Back home after 14 days in the car and camping with the family.

2301.2 miles.  72.04 hours driving.  Average speed of 32 MPH.  Tells you what sorts of roads we were on…  And one flat tire!

Newberry Volcanic National Monument.  Crater Lake National Park.  Redwoods National & State Parks.  Various cool spots along the way…  Other than the flat on the last day, it was a fun trip and everyone had a great time.

Many, many, many pictures will be up at some point.  However, considering the fact that I still don’t have all my photos up from last summer’s big trips, it might take a while.

I will probably focus first on the family photos (those are all up from last year’s trips), but I will also be throwing others into the mix along the way.

Reposted from Suburban Eschatology Part Two.

DIstance: 2301.2 Miles.  14 day summer camping vacation.   Gresham, Oregon.  August 27, 2012.Average Speed: 32 MPH.  14 day summer camping vacation.   Gresham, Oregon.  August 27, 2012.Drive Time: 72 hours, 4 minutes.  14 day summer camping vacation.   Gresham, Oregon.  August 27, 2012.

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Thursday, July 12, 2001

From Grok to Blogs to Rubble Redux: A New First Post...



My old service seems to have gone nipples up on me. You can view my old postings here. Soon, I will use my magic box that does the spooky work of the devil to create something interesting with this space. 

Actually, I am not writing this in 2001, but that was when this blog originally started.

It is now June 11, 2017.  Science Fiction!

But I realized there wasn't a true first post, and the closest to an introductory post showed up a bit (much) later than the earliest existent post on this blog (and in 2011)...  So, here it is!

I am sticking the text from that post below, but for the TLDR types...

Yes, I started the blog that became Rubble back in 2000, I think, and it moved to Blogger in 2001, I think.  The original host died, if I remember right...  It was a long time ago!

The blog host was called grokSoup (see the links at the bottom of the post for more info), but my blog was called Rubble, even then. Grok was another word used for blog back in the early days, essentially meaning a collection of online stuff, similar to the web log origin of blog.

Back in those days, for the most part, I used it as personal journal, writing about the ups and downs in life.  Eventually, I moved to a different blog for those sorts of personal posts and Rubble went dormant for several years.

Then, in 2011, I revived Rubble for creative work.  And there we go...  A 17 year old blog with posts going back to 2005.

Below are the three surviving posts discussing the evolution of this blog...

Saturday, July 18, 2009

With a whimper, not a bang...

Is this blog officially dead, consigned to the dust heap of faded technology? Well, honestly, probably. It has been years since this has been my primary blog in the first place, and I mostly used it just to post pictures of the kids. However, the method I used for those posts was a bit of a pain in the butt and, as I mentioned in the last post here, those links are all broken and will likely never be rebuilt.

Final nail? Facebook. Dumping my pictures there now. Still writing elsewhere as well, but the last function I was using this blog for has now moved on, so…

With a whimper, not a bang...

Monday, October 05, 2009

The blog is dead... Long live the blog...

10/5/2009, 12:57 PM

So, I am going to be migrating these old posts over to Live Journal where I can back date them. Essentially, I am clearing out this blog as a personal one and I will start using it more to discuss some writing projects, multimedia and Interactive Fiction projects, and other topics of that nature.

This may take awhile. There are years of entries here. But, I am trying to streamline my online activities a bit, and I want to use the name Rubble for some writing projects that may eventually turn into a commercial enterprise, and I want to dedicate this blog for those purposes.

Friday, March 18, 2011

The old "About..." note for this Blog

About:

A mish-mash of words about daily life, politics and anything else I'm in the mood to babble about.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Rubble: Death and Re-Birth... Welcome to Rubble Redux








3/18/2011, 9:15 PM

Back in 2009, I moved all of this blog's posts, up to the start of 2005, over to Suburban Eschatology Pt. 2 on LiveJournal. Today, I mostly finished the process. I finished the process of killing this blog.

Originally, I intended to move everything. I wanted, in essence, to gut this thing and to start over from scratch here. However, a couple things happened to change that. I wanted to empty out this blog so I could re-purpose it. Today, I think I stumbled on that purpose.

On Facebook, I've been posting a "Photo of the Day" for a little over a month now and, recently, I started using Picasa to edit my photography. It is the best editor I have available right now (sorry, no Photoshop at home, nor any Adobe tools). Picasa is a Google product, and Blogger was acquired by Google a few years ago, so they link up nicely and the editor has a one-click posting tool. So, it just makes sense, because it is easy, to click that button every morning and to start shooting my Facebook photo onto Rubble as well. This morning I was able to work some kinks out of my system and I was able to do that for the first time today.

This event is actually what inspired me to put the final bullet into the old blog today. If I was going to start using it again, I thought it was damn well time to finish the job I started in 2009. Besides, as I start the search for my next writing contract, I am looking at cleaning up and streamlining my web presence, so finishing this job was on my to-do list anyway.

So, as I was copying and deleting five plus years worth of posts today, I stumbled on the poetry from 2005 that I posted on here. That year I was taking a couple of Desktop Publishing/In Design classes at Portland State University and my project for the second term was to put together a book of my poetry and photography. While working on that, I wrote quite a few new poems. It was really the only productive time I've had when it comes to creative writing since 2000. But, re-reading these poems today for the first time in a long time, I liked them. I decided to leave them here.

So it clicked… I wrote them for a project involving my creative writing and my photography, so why not dedicate this site to those purposes? It seems like a no brainer.

Of course, while I have a novel length writing project I am working on right now, I have very little else going on these days in the creative writing department, and that novel is still a long ways from seeing the light of day. While it is a goal of mine to get some more creative writing projects going in the near future, for the near future, the content of the new Rubble will mostly be my photography, I suspect.

Which is very amusing to me, since for several years, 2004 through to 2008, I mostly used this blog to post photography. This was my primary, personal blog for several years but at some point, around 2004, I drifted over to LiveJournal. I liked the privacy and networking features there better for my personal stuff, primarily being able to lock down certain posts for "friends" only. For a personal journal, LiveJournal, at the time, was the better option.

However, in 2008, due to being out of work due to health issues, I could not afford to keep the website where I hosted the pictures I had posted to Rubble, so they all blinked away into the ether leaving behind years worth of red Xs. That was, essentially, the death of this blog, it is when it was declared to be a terminal patient. In 2009, I started a Facebook account and that became the primary depository of my photos, so this site was pretty much abandoned and that is when I started the process of actually dismantling it.

While consolidating all of my personal blog posts into one journal made perfect sense, it was still sad, to me, that it ended up being the new blog that survived and Rubble that died, since I started this blog in 2001. It is amazing to me to realize that this blog will be a decade old in a couple months. It is older than my youngest son. My earliest post on Blogger was on July 12, 2001 when I posted the following:

My old service seems to have gone nipples up on me. You can view my old postings here. Soon, I will use my magic box that does the spooky work of the devil to create something interesting with this space. Until then, please visit my site, Rubble.

Before that, my primary blog was on a now long dead service called GrokSoup, though I am not sure that the word blog even existed when I started that one [weblog (web-log) did]. That blog was also called Rubble, and this blog was really a continuation of that one when it died. So, essentially, this blog is really 11 or 12 years old. Unfortunately, all of the posts from back then died with GrokSoup. Today, I found a decent little blog post on the history of that site, written by its creator. (http://paul.kedrosky.com/archives/2004/08/09/groksoup_and_th.html)

Reading that article is amusing, it reminds me that I have been blogging, on and off, forever. I was one of the first, a veritable pioneer. Many others from back then went on to do great things. Me, not so much… I've been frying other fish since then.

Bygones… Anyway, I have three blogs now, and they are all clearly defined for the first time in years. My personal journal at LiveJournal, where I can whine and bitch and moan. I also use that one as the home base, so to speak, for my Facebook notes. It has useful tools for cross-posting. Soon, the posts I removed from Rubble today will appear over there, posted to their original dates.

Rubble, this blog, will be primarily dedicated to creative output. This does not just mean fiction, poetry, and photography. I may put up some essays and what not here as well. In fact, there is one essay that I left posted here already.

Democracy In Distress, that long neglected blog dating back to George W. Bush's re-election in 2004, will still be there for political writing, though I want to eventually steer it more towards a discussion about media issues. That blog, though, may be dormant for quite some time. It's been several years since I've had any time or energy to focus on politics or the media. For a long time, I was just too angry to type (you can't type with fists), and then I just became too tired and jaded, burned out… But the blog is still there if I ever need it. I even have a bulletin board set up for it, though I do not know if that is still functional or not.

Many things have changed over the years. The Rubble and Democracy In Distress blogs used to support websites with the same (or similar) names. These are long gone now, but the blogs remain. Someday I may set up a new website to use as a portal to all my blogs and to the other corners of the internet that I hang out on, but I do not see doing this anytime in the near future.

So, yes. Rubble Blog is dead. Long live Rubble Blog… But Rubble Blog is reborn. 

Welcome to Rubble.


Links

Is groksoup dead?
October 22, 2001: Groksoup was another weblog provider/host/etc... Not Blogger status, but had been around for a while. Anyhoo, since my blog was there (I had been too lazy to move it elsewhere), some of those entries went bye-bye (google only cache'd so much), along with everyone else who had a blog there. D'oh!
http://metatalk.metafilter.com/1191/Is-groksoup-dead

Wikipedia: Blogger
On August 23, 1999, Blogger was launched by Pyra Labs. As one of the earliest dedicated blog-publishing tools, it is credited for helping popularize the format. In February 2003, Pyra Labs was acquired by Google under undisclosed terms. The acquisition allowed premium features (for which Pyra had charged) to become free. In October 2004, Pyra Labs' co-founder, Evan Williams, left Google. In 2004, Google purchased Picasa; it integrated Picasa and its photo sharing utility Hello into Blogger, allowing users to post photos to their blogs. 
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blogger_(service)